Monologue

Confronting feelings has never been my forte. I'd much rather keep them under wraps then explode at some point, or stop talking to some one, or never let it out. Last night I finally had one of those dramatic moments where I just started talking, and then I didn't stop for a few minutes. I had had so many thoughts and reasonings about this person for the past few days and they heard them all. And I was surprised and relieved.

I found sweetness and understanding where I thought I would find disappointment and anger. I found someone who was as human as I really should have expected all along. It was humbling, yet again, to realise that this person is very much like me. It was even more humbling to remember how much I actually care about this person, regardless of how scathing and mean I can be.